**She Nearly Called the Cops on Me at Midnight. By Friday, Neither of Us Wanted Me to Leave.**
**At 11:58 p.m., a woman dragged a suitcase into the house and reached for her phone the second she saw me.**
**I stood barefoot in her parents’ kitchen, holding a glass of water and the explanation she had every reason to doubt.**
**I had permission to be there until Friday. By Thursday night, Friday felt a whole lot closer than either of us wanted.**
## PART 1 — THE STRANGER IN HER MOTHER’S KITCHEN
“Who the hell are you?” she said, and the wheels of her suitcase knocked against her ankle as she stopped. She was standing just inside the front door, wearing a dark blue jacket and the expression of somebody calculating how fast she could get back to her car. From where I stood, I could see her thumb move over the screen of her phone. I set my water on the counter, took one step back, and held up both hands.
“I’m Reed Callahan. Diane asked me to watch the house.” I’d expected the sound of her mother’s name to settle things, but it seemed to have the opposite effect. She took a step backward toward the open door and said she was calling her mom. “Please do,” I said, looking down at my bare feet and wishing I’d had the sense to put shoes on before I got caught looking this comfortable in somebody else’s house.
She put the phone on speaker and kept her eyes on me while it rang. When Diane answered, she sounded as if she’d been enjoying a perfectly good night’s sleep in another state until the precise moment her daughter decided to come home. Natalie said there was a man in the kitchen who claimed he knew her. Diane asked for my name, and as soon as Natalie said it, her mother told her she’d given me a key herself. “Reed’s staying until Friday, honey. He’s looking after Pepper.”
The hand holding the phone came down a few inches. Then Diane asked what Natalie was doing at the house at midnight, and for the first time since the door had opened, Natalie looked as though she might be the one in trouble. “My trip fell apart, Mom. I drove back from Chicago.” Diane was relieved everyone was safe, irritated nobody had told her, and awake enough by then to express both feelings at considerable length.
After the call, Natalie stood there with the front door still open behind her. A little night air came across the living room, and I felt it on my feet. She looked at my glass on the counter, then at the suitcase she was still gripping. “Well,” she said, “that was a terrible introduction.”
We’d actually met before, at a few gatherings our families had both attended. Once I could look at her face without also tracking the phone in her hand, I remembered where I knew her from. We’d been introduced over the noise of other conversations and gone our separate ways after a few polite sentences. Before that night, all I could have said about Natalie Whitaker was that she lived in Chicago and had a habit of arriving just as I was getting ready to go.
I was thirty, lived about fifteen minutes away, and spent most of my working days servicing medical equipment. When Diane asked if I’d look after the house for five days, I’d figured the biggest change to my week would be remembering somebody else’s trash day. She’d left food in the fridge, fresh sheets in the guest room, and detailed written instructions for Pepper. Pepper, as far as I could tell, had accepted the arrangement as long as the food kept arriving and somebody opened the back door when he stood in front of it.
Natalie had taken a few days off to travel with friends, only for the plans to fall through that morning. With several days still clear on her calendar, she’d decided to spend them in Grand Rapids and get back to Chicago over the weekend. She’d done the drive tired and disappointed, expecting to wheel her suitcase straight upstairs. I understood why finding me at the end of it had used up the last of her patience.
Once she brought the suitcase in and shut the door, she looked around the living room and asked whether I’d started rearranging the furniture. “Just the lamp,” I said. “I needed an outlet, but I can put it back if you’re filing a complaint.” She looked at the lamp, which I’d moved all of six inches, and smiled for the first time. I could finally see the woman I vaguely remembered from those family dinners, although I’d never seen her look quite so amused by anything I’d said.
I offered to pack up and go back to my apartment. I’d agreed to stay overnight because the house would be empty, and I could come back to walk Pepper if she wanted to have the place to herself. Natalie considered it long enough that I knew she was giving herself permission to say yes. Then she said, “Mom asked you to stay. I’m the one who showed up without telling anybody. And you seem reasonably harmless now that I know you’re supposed to be here.”
She’d take her old room, I’d keep the guest room, and we’d both use the kitchen or living room whenever we felt like it. I promised to keep my hands off the television settings, which prompted Natalie to observe that the television had somehow survived twenty-seven years without my oversight. While we were talking, nails clicked against the hardwood and Pepper finally made an appearance. He went straight to Natalie and shoved his nose into her jacket pocket before she’d even made it all the way down to her knees.
“Look at you,” she said, scratching behind his ears. There was a softness in her voice that I hadn’t heard when she spoke to her mother or to me, and for a few seconds all the exhaustion went out of her face. Then Pepper ambled over and parked himself on my foot. Natalie watched him do it with the particular indignation of someone who’d just given a sincere welcome to a very insincere dog.
“I fed him dinner,” I told her, which was the only explanation Pepper’s conduct really needed. Natalie glanced from him to me and said, “So he’s available to the highest bidder. Good to know.” Then she asked if there was anything to eat. The question sounded casual, but she was already moving toward the refrigerator, and I wondered when she’d last stopped for a meal.
I pointed out a container of pasta I’d made earlier. She took it out, lifted the lid, and asked whether I could be trusted around a stove. “The fire department hasn’t had anything to say about my cooking lately,” I told her. She decided the evidence was good enough and put a portion in the microwave. While it heated, I showed her where Diane had moved the coffee and mentioned that the back door needed an extra tug to latch.
“You’ve been here one night and you know more about this house than I do,” she said. I slid Diane’s instructions across the counter so she could see how I’d acquired my expertise. There were reminders about the thermostat, the trash, and the route Pepper preferred on his walks, as if he might call Diane himself if I took him the wrong way. Natalie read down the page and said, “I don’t think she gave birth to me with this much documentation.”
The microwave went off, but she finished reading the page before getting up. I stayed by the sink a moment longer than I needed to, watching her smile at something else Diane had written. At family parties, I’d always seen Natalie with a bag over her shoulder or a coat folded across her arm, ready to be somewhere else. Here she was eating leftovers after midnight in the kitchen she’d grown up in, and I was beginning to hope she’d say one more thing before I went upstairs.
She caught me looking toward the paper and asked if I was conducting a final inspection. I said my duties covered the house and the dog, which she took to mean she was exempt from a curfew. By the time I reached the stairs, she’d come up behind me to ask when Pepper usually ate in the morning. We agreed she’d give him breakfast if she was up first, and I’d take him out before work.
At the landing, she put one hand on the railing and stopped. “Hey, Reed. I really am sorry I almost called the cops on you.” I told her I’d made worse first impressions, and when she waited for an example, I found I couldn’t come up with one. “Actually, probably not,” I said, and her laugh followed me down the hall to the guest room.
I plugged in my phone and set my alarm, which was what I’d been on my way to do when I went down for water. Before I turned off the light, I heard her roll the suitcase into her room and close the door. The house settled again, as quiet as it had been an hour earlier. I lay there a little longer than usual, thinking about what she might say when she saw me in the morning.
She was already downstairs when I came in, pouring coffee in a faded college sweatshirt. “Morning, temporary homeowner,” she said. Pepper’s bowl was empty, and he was sitting next to her looking as if he’d contributed something substantial to breakfast. She told me he’d scratched at her bedroom door at six thirty, and she’d fed him because she was awake anyway. When I reached for the pot, she slid it toward me without interrupting what she was saying.
I remarked that she seemed surprisingly comfortable handing coffee to a man she’d almost reported to the police eight hours earlier. Natalie said she was reserving any further criminal accusations until after her second cup. I got Pepper’s leash and took him out along Diane’s preferred route, which Pepper used chiefly as an opportunity to inspect the same three trees. When we came back, Natalie had her laptop open at the kitchen table, halfway through a reply to somebody who thought she was on vacation.
She coordinated partnerships for community programs in Chicago. Sometimes, she explained, answering one quick question meant she could leave for the rest of the day without coming back to six people asking versions of the same thing. I told her about calls from medical offices where everyone wanted a machine fixed immediately and nobody wanted to let me near it during business hours. She did an impression of somebody declaring a situation urgent while offering a two-week window to look at it, and I nearly spilled coffee on my work shirt.
Before I left, I said I’d be back around six and she shouldn’t feel obliged to plan her day around me. Natalie looked up from her laptop and let a second pass before answering. “Reed, I lived independently for years before you got that key.” I’d meant to sound considerate, but heard the little speech the way she must have heard it. “Fair point,” I said, and left her to finish her coffee.
Across town, a routine service appointment turned into most of a day because a replacement component had arrived with the wrong connector. By the time I got everything working, I’d pulled the same panel off so many times that I could see where the screws went with my eyes shut. I wanted leftovers, a shower, and an evening that asked very little of me. Then I caught myself wondering whether Natalie would be there when I got back, and the idea of a quiet house lost some of its appeal.
Her car was gone when I pulled in. I let Pepper out, changed my clothes, and heard the door open twenty minutes later. Natalie came in with a little paper bag from a downtown bookstore and told me she’d spent the afternoon revisiting places she knew growing up. Half of them had changed just enough to make her doubt her own directions. From the way she kept taking the book out of the bag to look at the cover, I could tell she’d had a good day.
I was weighing the appeal of yesterday’s pasta against the effort of making something new when Natalie appeared in the kitchen doorway. She wanted to go downtown again before dark, this time to walk by the river. She knew where she was going, she said, and thought it might be nice to have company. I paused long enough for her to add, “I’m asking if you want to come, Reed. You can say no.” I asked for ten minutes to change my shoes, then took the stairs two at a time.
We started near the Riverwalk, with the light dropping behind the buildings and cyclists passing us close enough to stir the air. Natalie pointed out a restaurant that used to be a bookstore and an apartment building that used to be a parking lot. On one narrow street, she admitted she’d once gotten so turned around she’d called home from a few miles away. I reminded her that she’d announced she knew the route before we left. “I do now,” she said, with the dry satisfaction of someone who’d put in the work.
Chicago gave her room to go out at odd hours, find a new place to hear music, or change her plans halfway through the day without having to account for it. In Grand Rapids, she liked knowing how to get to the river without looking at her phone and still sometimes finding the storefront she remembered. I told her I’d always liked the size of the city. I could find things to do and still get home without feeling like I’d spent the day in transit. She said I sounded like a man who took a good parking spot as a personal triumph, which was accurate enough that I had to laugh.
We stopped at the railing, and she leaned her forearms on it while the last light moved across the water. She told me she loved live music in rooms where she could see the people playing it, bought books faster than she could finish them, and had been accused of caring too much about games with no practical value. I said I liked hiking with friends, old arcade games, and taking apart things that were usually cheaper to replace. When I mentioned an old stereo I’d bought secondhand, she asked what made me keep at it after I knew it was a bad deal. I told her the work itself had turned out to be the part I liked, and she looked at me as if that helped explain something else.
On the way back, Natalie said she remembered me as the quiet, responsible guy who showed up at her parents’ gatherings and ended up talking to the older adults. I remembered her as friendly and halfway out the door. “I probably was,” she said, bumping my shoulder with hers. We’d spent years knowing enough to wave across a room, and in the space of one walk I’d learned she could spend all afternoon by herself and still come looking for me when she wanted company.
It was a little after eight when we got back to the house. The porch light had come on, and I could hear Pepper moving around inside, probably preparing to greet us as if we’d been away for months. Natalie stopped at the bottom of the steps and asked if I’d enjoyed the walk. I said I had, and then, before I could consider how it sounded, I told her I ought to pick where we went next time.
“Next time,” she repeated, giving me the chance to hear what I’d just said. I could have made a joke about her tour or told her I meant whenever she happened to be back in town. Instead, I asked if she was free the following evening and said I’d like to take her somewhere. Natalie said yes and unlocked the door, leaving me on the front step with a whole day to figure out where to take the woman I’d just asked out.
## PART 2 — THE NIGHT BEFORE I GAVE BACK THE KEY
By Wednesday morning, I’d discovered that asking Natalie out took about six seconds and deciding where to take her could keep me awake for half an hour. Dinner downtown would have been easy to arrange. I could also picture the two of us sitting across a table, taking turns trying to work out whether the other person thought it was a date. Then I remembered a small arcade I’d been to with friends and the way Natalie had looked out at the river while admitting she got competitive over things that didn’t matter.
I checked the hours before getting dressed for work. Downstairs, Natalie was already out, but she’d left a note beside Pepper’s leash saying she’d taken him for a walk and I was welcome to resume my supervisory duties at my convenience. Pepper sat underneath it with a tennis ball between his front paws. I scratched him behind the ears, then went back for the note and folded it into my pocket before leaving.
My last appointment finished early enough for me to swing by my apartment for a clean shirt. Everything was where I’d left it, down to the mug in the dish rack and the sneakers I usually tripped over just inside the door. I liked coming home to that apartment, and until a couple of nights earlier it wouldn’t have occurred to me to hurry through it on my way somewhere else. I caught myself checking the time as I changed and left the sneakers exactly where they were.
When I got back to the Whitakers’, Natalie was sitting on the living room rug, trying to get Pepper to give up his ball. He had placed it right in front of her and was holding it down with one paw. She looked up and asked if I’d decided what we were doing. I told her about the arcade, and she raised an eyebrow and said, “You’re taking me to play video games?” I said, “Unless you’re afraid of losing,” and she got to her feet so quickly Pepper took the opportunity to run off with the ball.
She asked for fifteen minutes and came down twenty minutes later in dark jeans and a green sweater, carrying a light jacket. In the car, she explained that fifteen minutes was a flexible estimate, which I said was useful information to have going forward. At a red light, she caught me looking at her and asked if something was wrong. I said I was checking whether she had her seat belt on, even though I could hear how little conviction I’d put into it. She tugged the belt away from her shoulder so I could inspect it and let it snap gently back into place.
Inside the arcade, there was electronic music coming from three directions and somebody arguing with a racing game as if it had cut him off in actual traffic. Natalie took one look around and headed for the basketball machines. She missed her first three shots and heard me laugh on the third. Then she found her rhythm, and by the time the buzzer went off, she’d beaten me by eleven points.
“One victory doesn’t establish a pattern,” I told her. She pointed at the scoreboard and suggested I take it up with the evidence. What made me laugh was the way she waited while I read both scores, as if she were giving me time to come to terms with the findings. When I asked for a rematch, she said I could have one whenever I was ready to hear the same news twice.
Air hockey went better for me. Natalie claimed my arms were too long for the result to count, then shook my hand across the table with the grave courtesy of someone concluding a diplomatic meeting. At the racing games she leaned so far into a turn that I laughed and drove straight into a barrier. She said distracting the competition was a legitimate strategy, and I said it would have sounded more convincing if she’d managed to stay on the road herself.
We played for nearly an hour, and somewhere in there I forgot I’d been worried about whether to call this a date. When Natalie laughed, she had a habit of looking down for a beat and then back up to see if I was still laughing too. She did it after the handshake, still holding my fingers over the edge of the table. Then the next game started behind us and she let go, leaving me to pick up my jacket with a hand I’d suddenly become very aware of.
Outside, she asked if I wanted coffee before we went home. We found a café a few blocks away with a table by the window and a barista already wiping down the empty end of the counter. Natalie told me about an attempt to learn guitar in college, when she’d played the same four bars so often her roommates could tell from the next room exactly where she’d made a mistake. I told her the rest of the story about the stereo I’d mentioned at the river, including the embarrassing part where I finally got it working and discovered it still sounded worse than my phone.
“What do you like so much about fixing things?” she asked. I told her there was a point in almost every repair when the problem went from being a nuisance to something I could understand, and I liked getting to that point. She said she was glad I understood the distinction, because she had no intention of becoming one of my projects. “I get the impression you’d send me home if I tried,” I said. “I almost did that once already,” she reminded me, and took another sip.
We stayed until the staff started getting ready to close. By then I’d heard about the friends she made time for during the week, the places she went in Chicago when she wanted an evening to herself, and the parts of her job she’d miss if she ever left. I’d known in a vague way that she had a life there. Listening to her describe it, I understood how much she liked the life she’d put together, and how little of it I could picture from a couple of stories over coffee.
The air had cooled by the time we got back to my car. Natalie stood beside the passenger door with her hands in her jacket pockets and thanked me for bringing her out. I said she could lose at air hockey again whenever she liked, and she pulled one hand free to put it on my arm while she reminded me how she felt about my unfair advantage. She’d finished making her case by the time I noticed her hand was still there.
I covered it with mine, and she turned her palm just enough for our fingers to touch. There was a car pulling away on the other side of the street and the sound of its tires going over a seam in the pavement. I remember that sound because for those few seconds neither of us said anything at all. Then Natalie stepped back and opened her door, smiling down at the handle before she got in.
At the house, Pepper barely opened his eyes when we walked in. Natalie bent to stroke his head while I went to check the back door, and we met again at the foot of the stairs. She thanked me a second time, this time without making a joke about the score. I told her I’d wanted to spend the evening with her and was glad she’d come.
“I didn’t expect to have this much fun here,” she said, looking up the stairs and then back at me. I said my week was going better than expected, too, and she went up a few steps before turning to say she’d take that rematch someday. After her door closed, I poured a glass of water and stood where I’d been the night she came home. I tried to picture the same kitchen on Friday after I’d gone, and then I tried to picture the one she’d go back to in Chicago.
Thursday morning, Natalie was standing by the kitchen window with her phone in her hand. Diane had confirmed they’d be home around six the following evening. I had the same message on my phone, along with a reminder about which cabinet held Pepper’s medication. I’d known where it was since Monday, a fact Natalie said made me a strong candidate to run the household permanently. I said I was planning to retire before they offered me a promotion.
I asked if she was still leaving Saturday morning. She nodded and said she wanted to eat with her parents on Friday before she drove back. While she talked, she turned her mug by the handle until it was facing the other way, then turned it back. I said that made sense, which it did, and took my coffee with me when I went to find my work bag.
I had two service calls that day, plus a conversation with a receptionist who seemed to believe I could reach into the manufacturer’s shipping department and pull out the part she needed. I could already hear how Natalie would tell that story, right down to the very polite voice in which the receptionist asked if I’d checked the truck. At lunch I passed a place I thought Natalie might like and nearly reached for my phone to tell her about it. I’d started collecting little pieces of my day for somebody I’d barely known on Monday.
When I let myself in that evening, garlic and tomatoes had reached the front hall before I did. Natalie was at the stove in jeans and a soft gray top, stirring a pan while Pepper kept watch from his usual spot near the refrigerator. She said she’d gone out for ingredients because it was her last full evening at the house and she felt like cooking something decent. Then she set the spoon down on a saucer and asked if I’d eat with her, leaving me the same room to answer she’d given me when she invited me to the river.
I washed my hands and started cutting tomatoes for the salad. Natalie looked over my shoulder, waited until I’d made another cut, and told me the pieces were too big. I reminded her she’d questioned my cooking the first night and had yet to provide evidence that hers was superior. She took the knife, cut one of my pieces into three, and slid the board back to me. I said I appreciated the clarity of her instruction, and she stayed close enough to watch me do the next one.
She’d forgotten fresh basil and kept bringing it up as if I might object to a perfectly good bowl of pasta on those grounds. Over dinner she read me some of the increasingly strange messages from the group chat for her canceled trip. I told her I’d once ignored the instructions that came with a bookshelf and discovered the next morning that one shelf was installed backward. She found that especially satisfying given how diligently I’d been following her mother’s directions, and I laughed so hard I had to set my glass down.
When we’d almost finished eating, she asked if I was going straight back to my apartment after her parents got in. I said I was and mentioned I’d already packed most of my things. She looked down into her glass for a moment before saying, “The house is going to feel quiet again.” I pointed out that her parents were coming home, so she had about as much chance of getting quiet as Pepper had of getting a second dinner. She smiled, but her fingers stayed on the base of the glass, and I wished I’d given her a better answer.
I stood up to clear the plates when she did. At the sink she rinsed while I loaded, and when I put a bowl in the wrong rack she moved it without comment. I noticed how well I’d learned the sound of her moving around in this kitchen, right down to the cupboard door she stopped with her hip so it wouldn’t swing back. When she suggested we sit outside, I dried my hands and went to let Pepper out.
She brought two glasses of iced tea to the covered porch. There was still a little warmth in the chairs from the afternoon, and Pepper put his nose down and took his time crossing the yard. Natalie said she’d expected to spend the week annoyed about losing the trip, but it had been good to wake up with no real schedule for a few days. I said I’d expected a week of dog food and bad television. “Sorry to disrupt your exciting vacation,” she said, and I told her I was happy she had.
She set her glass down, looked out at the yard, and said she was going to miss having me around when she went back. I thought of the joke I’d made at dinner and how she’d let it pass. “I’m going to miss seeing you when I get home from work,” I said. She turned toward me then, and for a while we sat in the fading light with the ice melting in both glasses.
A little later, she brushed a piece of lint from my sleeve and let her hand stay on my forearm. I looked down, then held out my hand. She turned hers into it right away, and I felt her fingers tighten once around mine. Pepper settled at the foot of the steps, and by the time Natalie stood to go inside, we’d been sitting there long enough for the backs of the chairs to go cool.
We stopped beside the porch door, close enough that I could see a loose strand of hair caught at the corner of her mouth. “Natalie, I’d really like to kiss you,” I said. She stepped a little closer and answered, “I’d really like that, too.” I leaned in, she met me halfway, and the hand I’d been holding came up to rest against my chest.
When we pulled apart, she was still smiling. “That was considerably better than having you arrested,” she said, and put her arms around me for another kiss, a quick one this time because we were both laughing. Then she called Pepper inside and I gathered our glasses, leaving two damp circles on the porch table. In the kitchen, I opened the cupboard to put the glasses away and heard her say my name in a different voice.
She told me she wanted to see what this could be outside the house. I turned around and told her I did too, and that I had no intention of disappearing once I’d handed her mother the keys. Natalie looked at me for a second and said she was glad I’d said that. Later, outside her room, she kissed me good night and I made one last remark about the tomatoes because it made her laugh and bought us another few seconds in the hall.
Back in the guest room, I put the things I’d need in the morning beside my bag. At six the next evening, Diane would be back. By Saturday, Natalie would be on the highway to Chicago. I’d told her I wouldn’t disappear, and every evening we’d spent together had started with a chance encounter in that kitchen. Tomorrow, with my bag in the car and no key to bring me back, I’d have to ask her to make room for me on purpose.
## PART 3 — THIS TIME, SHE OPENED THE DOOR FOR ME
I woke up before my alarm on Friday and looked at the pale rectangle of light above the guest room curtains. After a few mornings in that room, I knew which floorboard would creak when I got up and how far I could pull the closet door before it caught on the carpet. I folded the extra blanket and opened the closet to check for anything I’d missed. Then I checked it again, because standing there looking for a shirt was easier than going downstairs and seeing how close we were to the end of the week.
Natalie was making coffee, with Pepper stationed beside his bowl as if he’d spotted a change in management and intended to take advantage of it. She turned when I came in and said, “Morning, former burglar.” I told her I was still technically on duty until her parents got home. She took a mug from the cupboard and said she’d hate to interrupt my final shift, then poured my coffee the way I’d been making it all week.
We ate breakfast at the kitchen table and went over what still needed to be done. There was very little, which didn’t stop either of us from making suggestions. I’d check the guest room, she’d make sure her mother had the right time for dinner, and one of us would eventually disappoint Pepper by putting his food away. At some point Natalie rested her bare foot against mine under the table and left it there while she finished her toast.
I brought my bag down after breakfast. Natalie was on the couch with Pepper, whose head took up most of her lap, and I saw her glance at the bag before she looked at me. “You’re really moving out,” she said. I told her the guest room had been wonderful, but my apartment already contained most of my belongings. She smiled and made room for me beside her, carefully lifting Pepper’s head so he’d only have to shift a few inches.
She still planned to leave Saturday morning. There were errands waiting for her in Chicago and a meeting on Monday she couldn’t miss. I said I’d probably spend Saturday doing laundry and catching up around my apartment. “That’s a devastating social calendar,” she said, but when I reached for her hand she took mine immediately. We sat there a while, her thumb moving over my knuckle and Pepper slowly sliding off the cushion toward our feet.
I’d been thinking about the drive to Chicago since I closed my door the previous night. A few hours on the highway was a small enough thing to offer and a big enough thing that she’d know I meant it. Twice that morning I almost asked if she’d be free the following weekend. Both times I waited, partly because I wanted her to have a moment to answer when we were on our own, and partly because I still had the luxury of sitting beside her without finding out whether she would.
Diane and her husband got home a little before six with suitcases, shopping bags, and the unmistakable relief of people who’d enjoyed their vacation and were ready to stop traveling. Pepper came off the rug at a run. He greeted both of them with such conviction that five days of feeding him, walking him, and carefully reading the instructions concerning him seemed to vanish from his memory on the spot. Natalie caught my eye over his head and mouthed, “Highest bidder.”
Diane thanked me and then asked if Pepper had been eating properly. Natalie told her he might be the most carefully supervised creature in Michigan, which earned her a look from her mother and another pat on the head for Pepper. I showed Diane where I’d left her instructions, told her the few things she needed to know, and took the key off my ring. I’d spent the week reaching for it as soon as I pulled into the driveway. It was small enough to disappear into her palm when I handed it over.
Somebody brought up the first night, and within a minute Natalie was once again defending the perfectly reasonable decision to call her mother after finding a man in the kitchen at midnight. I said I’d have done the same thing. She glanced over, a little surprised, then nodded as though I’d finally said something in my own defense that made sense. A few minutes later I said goodbye and picked up my bag, and Natalie followed me out before the front door closed.
The air by the driveway felt colder than it had on the porch the night before. Natalie folded her arms while I opened the back seat and put my bag in. “So that’s it,” she said. “You’re officially unemployed.” I told her I’d enjoyed my brief career in residential security and was ready to explore other opportunities, and for a second we stood there grinning at each other with the car door open.
I shut it and said I wanted to come to Chicago the following Saturday and take her on a proper date. Natalie looked at me for a second, long enough for me to notice the light on inside the house and to wonder if she could hear the heat ticking out of my engine. “You’re volunteering to drive all the way to Chicago?” she asked. I said I was reasonably confident my car could survive the trip. She smiled and said she’d choose somewhere in her neighborhood, since I’d picked the arcade.
We agreed on Saturday at five. She said she’d send me the details, and I felt the odd relief of having a time I could put on a calendar after days of wondering what would happen when I left. Before I got into the car, she took my hand and kissed me. She stepped back and told me to try to avoid getting lost, and I said finding things with the help of modern navigation was one of the services I offered.
It took fifteen minutes to get home. The sneakers I’d left near the door on Wednesday were still there, and the apartment smelled faintly of the coffee I usually made in the morning. I unpacked, put the work clothes in the laundry, and ate something simple in my own kitchen. After dinner I reached to turn off the light and realized I’d left it on in the hall as if somebody else were about to come through.
Natalie texted while I was folding laundry. Diane had found the guest room suspiciously clean and might consider inviting me back permanently. I replied that my rates had gone up since the last assignment. Natalie said she’d informed management, then sent a separate good night several minutes after I’d assumed we were done talking. I left the last T-shirt unfolded on my lap while I answered.
She went back to Chicago the next morning. Over the course of the week, she sent me a picture of a spectacularly bad parking job outside her apartment and asked how I was doing without written instructions for my own house. I admitted I’d forgotten to put out the trash. “Mom was right to supervise you,” she wrote, and the next time I took the trash out I remembered to tell her, which seemed to please her more than it should have.
We talked after dinner a couple of times. On nights she had plans with friends or I’d made some of my own, we got on with whatever we were doing and caught up later. I liked hearing the change in her voice when she was tired enough to stop trying to make a story funny and then found the funny part halfway through telling it anyway. By Wednesday she’d sent me the name of a restaurant and suggested meeting outside a bookstore nearby, so I put the address into my phone and made sure I could leave early enough to find parking.
On Saturday morning I put my overnight bag in the car, came back upstairs for the jacket I’d left hanging by the door, and caught myself looking around for anything else I might have forgotten. A week earlier I’d been driving home from the Whitakers’ with my things packed and a date I could hardly believe I’d made. By now I knew the way Natalie sounded when she called me on her walk home from work, and that she sometimes texted me a whole thought in four separate messages. I was still nervous about seeing her, mostly because the week in between had made me want to see her more.
That afternoon I pulled into Chicago with time to spare and found a space far enough from the bookstore that I had several blocks to think about how I’d greet her. As it turned out, Natalie spotted me from halfway down the block, and the smile on her face did away with most of what I’d rehearsed. She wore a dark jacket over a burgundy top, her hair loose around her shoulders. I reached her, she stepped in to hug me, and when she drew back we kissed as naturally as we’d said good night in the hallway.
“You made it,” she said. I told her that after five days under her mother’s supervision I felt qualified to handle a few hours on the highway. She laughed and took my hand as we started walking. The restaurant was a few streets away, and she’d been there often enough to know when it would get busy. I asked if she came with friends or on her own, and she told me a little about the evenings she liked to keep for herself.
On the way, she pointed out places she actually used, like the bookstore we’d just left and the corner where she crossed on her way home. I’d heard her describe some of it from her parents’ kitchen, but it felt different to walk beside her while she chose which things to show me. There were people she recognized and a couple of turns she took without so much as glancing up at the street signs. I could imagine her making the same walk on a Wednesday after work, with her bag on her shoulder and a perfectly ordinary evening ahead of her.
At dinner, she recommended something from the menu and said I could trust her about restaurants even if I disagreed with her about old movies. I told her my confidence in her judgment had suffered a blow when she spent twenty minutes contesting the results of an air hockey game. She said competition revealed character, particularly the ability to accept defeat with grace. I waited for her to hear herself, and when she did, she set down her fork and laughed.
A little later we got to talking about places I’d always wanted to visit. She asked which of them I’d actually go to if I had a free week, then listened while I sorted through answers I’d apparently been giving myself for years without making any plans. I asked her what drew her to the community programs she worked with, and she told me about the satisfaction of getting people who needed each other into the same room. She could make me laugh about the emails and still talk about the work itself with a seriousness that made me want to keep listening.
We traded descriptions of ordinary weekends, including the things we liked doing alone and the plans we made because we wanted company. I told her about hiking with friends and the pleasure of coming back to a quiet apartment afterward. She said she loved being able to pick up a book and take it to the park for an hour without working out the logistics with anybody. We’d each learned to enjoy a Saturday on our own. Here we were, letting dinner run long because we kept finding one more thing to say.
By the time we got up from the table, we’d agreed she’d come back to Grand Rapids for a visit. Natalie said she’d require a return to the arcade and expected a very different result at the air hockey table. I said I admired how much confidence she’d gained in the absence of further evidence. She slipped her hand into mine when we stepped outside, and we kept walking after we passed the street where I’d parked.
The evening had cooled. She showed me a coffee shop she liked and the little park where she sometimes read, which looked small enough from the sidewalk that I could see almost every bench. At the entrance to her building, she turned to face me and said, “Reed Callahan, you’ve officially completed your first visit without being hired to watch anything.” I said I’d been hoping for a checklist. She laughed and stepped in close, and I put a hand at her waist and kissed her.
Afterward she looked up toward the building, then back at me. “Do you want to come upstairs for coffee?” she asked. I told her that the last time she’d found me inside a house after dark, she’d nearly called the police. “This time I’m inviting you,” she said, and held out her hand. I took it and followed her upstairs.
She unlocked her door and stepped aside for me. There were books piled beside the couch, plants by the window, and a framed print she said she’d bought because the longer she looked at it, the less sense it made. I hung my jacket where she showed me and followed her into the kitchen. She warned me that the coffee machine sometimes needed encouragement, and I leaned against the counter while she pressed a button, waited, and pressed it a second time with an expression I recognized from the arcade.
When she handed me a mug, she asked if the apartment had passed inspection. I took another look at the print and said I’d need at least one more visit to make a fair assessment. Natalie pretended to give that some thought and said she could probably arrange it. I set my coffee down, and she came closer before I’d even finished reaching for her hand.
We still had a lot to learn about each other. I knew how she liked her tomatoes cut and how long she could hold a grudge against an air hockey table. I’d barely begun to learn what mattered to her on an unremarkable Tuesday or what she did when she’d had a genuinely bad day. On the drive home that weekend, it occurred to me that I’d get to know those things the same way I’d learned the others, by being around and paying attention when she chose to tell me.
The first time I’d walked into her parents’ house, a borrowed key and a list from Diane had told me where I belonged. In Chicago, I’d stood in the hallway while Natalie turned her own key and opened the door to let me in. Before I left, she’d said she wanted to see me in Grand Rapids and that I could pick the time. I got home to my own quiet kitchen, set my keys on the counter, and opened the calendar to see how soon I could ask her to come.